| what a shitty day |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|11:02 pm] |
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| | The killers | ] | woke up at 330 in the after noon and i wish i wouldnt have gotten up so late cuz right now im really hyped up and i should probably get some sleep. oh well. but i went to the movies with my parents (boring) but we saw "finding neverland" omg its one of the saddest movies ive ever seen i highly recomend it if u want a good cry. What makes it even sadder is its based on a true story. After that we went to holahans for dinner. When i got home it ends up mike called me from canada so i called him back. I only got to talk to him for like ten minutes cuz it costs alot of money long distance and it was his dads cell. Man i miss him soooo much i just want him to come home i dont know what im gonna do the whole week with out him. god i hate sundays they always put me in the shittiest modes cuz their so fucking boring all i want to do is hang out with my friends. I also realized today that i forgot to start reading my extra credit book for geography which i should probably do so i can atleast get a few A's on my report card. uhh i wish i could do this whole day over again and that it was just like last sunday i liked last sunday that was cool. |
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| wednesday |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|11:37 pm] |
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| | cold | ] | woke up dad picked me up on his lunch break and drove me over to sarahs house. Davey was at sarahs house too. He decided to invite with sarahs permission nate and dan too. We watched home videos of sarah when she was about five and its her mooning the camera and yelling "i have a weener". Not long after that lauren came over and we all met mike at spring brook in the freezing cold and wanted to go to hannahs house but her mom wouldnt let us in. It was then off to plan be at ryans house...he let us in. We watched dawn of the dead in his basement. Thats in intresting movie. Ryan then had to go eat dinner so ryans mom was nice enough to drive us to mikes house where we watched good vs. evil and we watched the ankle seen again (it still freaks me out) then my dad came and picked me up and we waited in the buono beef restraunts parking lot for fifteen minutes cuz my dad said he needed a power nap before he hate (god that was annoying) my mom ending up coming and after we ate we went shopping and that was hell cuz we can never agree on anything. I still dont like what i got but hey its only stuff for christmas. |
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| quiz |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:28 pm] |
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| | content | ] | 1. Kissed your cousin: no thats nasty...well ive thought about it 2. Ran away: when i was little 3. Pictured your crush naked: dah who hasnt 4. Actually seen your crush naked: crush meaning boyfriend....than yes (my current one not really) 5. Broken someone's heart: i sure hope so 6. Been in love: yes 7. Cried when someone died: nope and i dont know why 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yea i think everyones done that 10. Drank alcohol: not on purpose (kinda sad) 11. Lied: o yes 12. Cried in school: yea i dont think theres been a year where i havent
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi 14. Sprite or 7up: sprite 15. Girls or guys: guys, girls get annoying sometimes 16. Flowers or candy: flowers i dont need a bigger ass than i already have 17. Scruff or clean shaven: scruffy 18. Quiet or loud: loud 19. Blondes or brunettes: guys: brunettes, girls: blondes (cuz im blonde) 20. Bitchy or slutty: slutty cuz slutty people can still be nice 21. Tall or short: tall but only guys can pull that off 22. Pants or shorts: pants
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: eyes, hair, shoes 24. Last person you slow danced with: vince at homecoming 25. Trust the most: mike
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: last night 27. Had a deep conversation: monday (its now wednesday) 28. Had a great time with the opposite sex: two weekends ago at mikes house
WHAT IS...
29. Your good luck charm: i dont have one nothing works lol 30. Person you hate most: that mexican girl in my art class that always talks in spanish whenever she doesnt want someone to here what shes saying
FAVORITES...
31. Slumber party game: strip poker (if theres guys) and ten fingers 32. Color: pink 33. Movie: ten things i hate about u 34. Book: i dont ever read books 35. Subject in school: does art count? 36. Juice: garden juice at sarahs house (not real name) 37. Car: the new mustang 38. Ice cream: birthday cake remix 39. Holiday: christmas 40. Season: summer 41. Breakfast food: waffles and bacon 42. Place to go with your honey: their house
WHO...
43. Makes you laugh the most: hillary in gym 44. Makes you smile: mike 45. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: mike 46. Has a crush on you: umm no one...who would do such a dumb thing 47. Do you have a crush: yea...my boyfriend aka mike 48. Can make you feel better no matter what: mike(beginning to see a pattern?) 49. Has it easier: lauren conley (even though she doesnt realize it)
DO YOU EVER...
50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: maybe not all night but close to it 51. Save AIM conversations: i used to i dont anymore... do lazy 52. Save e-mails: no i dont even have my own e mail adress! 53. Wish you were someone else: yea everytime i watch tv and see some pretty skinny girl with lots of money 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: haha yea everytime i wake up and have to get ready realizing that it only takes guys like 10 min for them 55. Cried because of someone's mean words: of course, that makes me feel like shit
BEST...
56. Cologne: i dunno axe? 57. Perfume: love spell 58. Kiss: i dunno but deffinatly with mike 59. Romantic memory: ahh...when it was raining and mike asked me out (well ok its not boring to me)
HAVE YOU...
61. Fallen for your friend?: yea like all of them that arent girls 62. Made out with JUST a friend?: nope 63. Been rejected?: yea sad times 64. Been in love?: yes 65. Been in lust?: kinda 66. Used someone?: i guess u would call it that but for what...i dunno 67. Been used?: i think so 68. Cheated on someone?: yea but never again 69. Been cheated on?: doubt it 71. Done something you regret?: of course im only human
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: mike 73. You talked: my mom 74. You hugged?: lauren 75. You instant messaged?: lauren 76. You kissed?: mike 77. You beat-up?: daddy 78. You yelled at?: mom 79. You laughed with?: sarah 80. Who broke your heart?: u know i dont think thats ever happend 81. Who told you they loved you last?: mike
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: nope, naturally blonde and proud of it 83. Have tattoos?: no 84. Have piercings?: only ears 85. Have a boyfried/girlfriend/both?: boyfriend 86. Own a webcam?: no only scarry sexual people do that 87. Own a thong?: dah my ass just eats regular underwear 88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yea when im sleeping, at dance, or with my friends 89. Sprechen sie deutsche?: no 90. Habla espanol?: wrong again 91. Quack?: yes i have webbed feet
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: ha yea...ashley, sarah, colleen, and morgan 93. Smoke?: no someone has to have healthy lungs while the rest of u get cancer 94. Schizophrenic?: not that i know of 95. Obsessive?: only about purses and mike 96. Compulsive?: no 97. Obsessive compulsive?: nooo 98. Panic?: only when im on really tall roller coasters 98. Panic?: finals and trying out for things 100. Depressed?: its happend but not at this current time 101. Suicidal?: no thats weird 102. Obsessed with hate?: no i only hate that mexican chick in art...thats not 103. Dream of mutilated bodies:nooo thats creapyyyy 104. Dream of doing things instead of just seeing them?: ha yea but nothing bad like murdering someone 106. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: uhh no 107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes 108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yea but not if she has shitty ideas 109. Would you marry for money?: only if i wasnt convinced that theres no such thing as love 110. Have you had braces?: nope i have perfectly strait teeth since the day i 111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: duh or id look like a wooly mammoth attacked my face! 112. Do you like hairy backs?: no who does!!! 113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: never but it would be kinda cool except for in dance i would have to wear my hair up and everyone would see 114. Could you live without a computer?: i could but i would be pretty bored 115. Do you use ICQ, AIM, etc...?: aim 116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 114 117. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: in the 1950's or 1980's 118. Do you sing in the shower: i used to until my parents said they heard me 119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off 120. What is your favorite fruit?: strawberries 121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: both are equal 122. What is your favorite place to visit?: holland michigan 123. What is the last movie you saw?: dawn of the dead 124. Do you kiss on the first date?: why not? 125. Are you photogenic?: only when im convinced i look my best 126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color |
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| about monday |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|01:23 pm] |
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monday: woke up from crystals house and we ate waffles. Then i called lauren and told her i couldnt come to ballet company cuz i have to go to the doctor. after i went to the doctor my dad told me i had to go to the tutoring place to get tested on what i need to get tutored on. It wasnt so bad the guy went over to the coffee beanery and got me a carmel frapachino...really really good. After that lauren called and she wanted to do something so i went and picked her up and then we went to nates house. It was me, mike, lauren, sarah, crystal, eric, and nate. Around eight we had to leave nates and then mikes mom drove us to laurens and we got to sit in her nice movie seats in the basement. Crystal, eric, mike and me all played pool. Me and mike were on one team and crystal and eric were on the other. Me and mike won. ok so i guess mike really one lol but thats ok! im getting better at playing pool even though mike helps me alot. Then we all watched "pitch black" kinda a weird space movie. When i got home me and my mom got in a huge screaming match (as usual) i swear i cant stand that woman anymore. She tried to take my cell phone away but i won and got it back lol. oh! and something that i forgot to say that happened at laurens house. When we were watching the movie i was like laying on top of mike and barbra (laurens mom) just like appeared in the basement and asked me if she still needed to take me home...very accward moment lol. |
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| sunday and monday |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|12:11 am] |
friday: woke up and cleaned the house for the cleaning people that were coming on monday (how fun). Then went over to mikes house and exchanged christmas presents. Thank u mike i love mine! Oh and we watched the skate video that i got him and thank u eric for getting it and thiking of the gift idea...i guess it was basically u that got him the present ha that makes me feel bad. Yea so we watched the video and there was this guy that fell and broke his ankle and some bone popped out of it,it was really gross. Then his brother matt and his girlfriend christina came downstairs and we all played pool except id dont really know how to play...yea that was intresting i think i only ended up hitting one of the balls once lol. Wow did i feel like an idiot. After that i went to crystals house and we rented romeo and juliet with leonardo decapreo and im really surpised that i didnt end up crying. Then we went in the hot tub for a while and just talked. After that i decided i wanted to watch titanic cuz i wanted to see something that made me cry except we only ended up watching it till like after jack and rose fuck in the car so i cant really say that made me cry lol....we were to tired to put in the second tape. |
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| saterday |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|11:43 am] |
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| | blah | ] | Today i woke up to lauren calling me at like one in the afternoon. I felt like shit i have the worst cold right now and i think i know who to blame it on (name unmentionable...u know who u are!). So i ended up talking to lauren for another hour. I ended up going downstairs eating then went on my way to the neuqua sophmore basket ball game for poms. We got in sooo much trouble cuz Chambers told us that there was someone on poms who came up to the basket ball coach and said "u know what people come here to watch poms not the basketball players" thats bull shit i dont believe that anyone on jv would say that but i really want to know what happened. Then after we did our halftime dance i had to sit by myself while everyone else got to go and talk to people cuz i was late last night by a minute after halftime (thats so retarted. But i felt the biggest faggot sitting all by myself lol. After that me and my mom went shopping for laurens christmas present and an outfit for me to wear on christmas eve. Present = succes, outfit = oh well. Oh and i ran into lauren at the mall lol she was buying her secret santa present. |
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| friday...last day of school! |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|10:57 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] | today was pretty cool. I'm so happy that finals are over and i wont have any homework for 2 weeks!So today i came to school and i first had to take my gym final and it was volley ball so that took like fifteen minutes. Then we had the option of doing silent study, volley ball, or basket ball. I choose to do silent study and it was me hillary, crystal, courtney,freddy, matt gallup, kenny, and dominique. All of a sudden courtney told me crystal and hillary to go under the table cuz she had to tell us something and she didnt want anyone else to here it so we had this long conversation under the table it was pretty cool except i bet we looked like complete idiots lol. Then it was off to my hour and 40 min period of lunch and usually during option they sell food and let us roam the school but they kept us locked up in the lunch room like we were in a consentration camp. Finally they told us we could leave and so we all went towards the library and this lady stopped us and told us we had to go back to lunch room but we took a stop at the bathroom and not to long after that one of the lunch ladies came in and told us to stop putting on make up and go to the lunch room (nazi's). After that i had enlgish (boring). Then it was winter break. Me and crystal were debating about going to girdono's but we ended up going with gina, nicole G, shannon, allyssa, lauren j, rachel, kelly and i think some more people. We went to the coffee beanery after that and just talked for a while and met up with eric, davey, sarah, and ryan. I took sarah crystal and eric to crystals house cuz they were gonna go pick up sarahs new cat Big Baby Jesus. I got ready for my poms game and we did our christmas dance with spandex pants and a santa hat (sexy). Then i went home ate ran over to sarahs house and met up with sarah, eric, crystal, and nate (i havent seen him in forever). We all went to the knock Knolls forest and sat on the bridge (pretty cold). Went back to sarahs and talked somemore and then drove eric home. It was kinda accward but i liked the smooth jazz christmas music my dad was playing haha. oh and by the way sarah and crystal...just because eric was once a big part of my life and i was maddley in love with him doesnt mean u have to make fun of me ok! it was the beginning of last year! |
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| thursday |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|06:36 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] | today i had finals (day 2). I had geo (ok) math (horrible) bio (i just suck). Yea so not so good...and if im correct about the kind of grades that i got then i know that ill be grounded most of january and ill here another "ur gonna grow up and work at mcdonalds if u keep up with these grades" lectures from my two most favorite people in the world a.k.a. my parents. So, appreciate me while im not grounded over winter break cuz thats the end of my life after that for a while! oh and funny thing my phone went off in bio like 3 times (my mom is an idiot for calling me during school) but luckily mr lascala is cool and picke dit up and said "dominos" and told my mom off... ha! oh and 2morrow i planned on going with crystal to see micael at school and give him his christmas present and suprise him but crystal told me it probably wouldnt work. Along with that mike went to the doctor today and it turns out he has strep which means plans are cnaceled for friday and i have to hold off another day with out a christmas present from him (sad) AND ILL MIS HIM not just the present! but he better get well soon or im gonna really be sad. I also want to thank SARAH EMILY ARNOLD FOR MAKING MY LIVE JOURNAL! |
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